Eat Eat Eat Eat Eat Eat

dear blog~
today,i had go to suzi's house cuz she had a 'kenduri'.so i go there early in the morning (10.30 am).so i could hand some help to her family
but kinda depressed cuz her family was to buzy,so i just sit at the corner n messenging some friends

after waiting about an hour,the 'kenduri' started.but still,i'm waiting for them...wanna know who was them?they were ajai,syawal,daus(comey),ina,mizah,syafiqah,daus,iradah n another group of suzi's classmate.

finally,ajai,daus(comey),syawal n ajai's little sis lily had came.huh~before they came,they prank me.they said that ajai's mother can't sent them to suzi's house,so them had to cancelled it.i'm kinda depressing,but they came after all.

















then,ina call's me.but she was crying cuz her father can't let her go to the 'kenduri'.i was a bit panicked but syawal still laughing all over.i can't calmed her down so i off the line.
then,mizah n syafiqah came.
















and before we started to eat,ina come.n i'm kinda surprised cuz she came with smile n her ayes red.
then,see how cute she smiled like that.
then,we did some embrassing activities such as,sleeping,playing,n much more.

see?this photo shows that they did such activities
EWWW~


my day ends happily
LOVE YA

B-day celebration

dear blog~

Saturday-26/7/2010,my friends(iradah,mira,mizah) n me celebrating our b-day(me n iradah) cuz iradah's b-day date was 24/6/2010 while me was 22/6/2010,so we decide to celebrate together.
it was the first time i ever outing with iradah cuz she's living kinda far so,it's hard to invite her.





mizah talk a lot even while she's chewing up the food.then she ate a lot of KFC!!

B-day photos

dear blog~

i think i upload this photo kinda late,but,nevermind that.

this cake was bought by my mom at Kings.unexpectedly,my mom met her ex-student who work as manager in Kings.She was kinda happy cuz her ex-student still remember her.

The BEATLES birthday song

Gettin' Old

dear blog~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

i tought i'd never had my 15's birthday.

i had received a gift from ajai.ty ajai.even u gave it 1 day earlier.

the one who wish me first was my brother,Asnawi Hashim,then Adib

i think i want to celecbrate it this Saturday,so,come n join me at KFC 10:30 a.m

today i felt so great so my BI grammar kinda lintang pukang(hehehe)

my classmate sings b-day song to me

*ina

*mizah

*ira

*suzi

*mira

*hadi

*syafiqah

*iradah

anyone missing here?

my friends who wish me b-day were

*everyone in my classmate

anyways,i think this was the amazing b-day ever.i felt no regret to have friends like u all.

i'll remember this forEVER

LOVE YA!!

Endless Holidays

dear blog~

wuuuaaaa~~
i really can't believe that my school holiday will end without any interesting activities!
i really can't accept that i used my precious holiday with sleeping

first week
*i went to Bukit Merah Laketown Resort with my family.we stay there about 2 days.but it's end with tragic ending.(sure u don't want to know) TAT
*then we go 'balik kampung'
*go to tuition classes
*have a dinner together with my family n suzi

second week
*go to cinema with family n suzi watching prince of persia(the movie awesome!)

the 'amazing' holidays ends here

then i'll back to normal life as a high-schooler student n i'll face PMR
then i should be ready to face the tuition classes teacher cuz i didn't came the classes about 3-4 times O___O"

OMG!i think i didn't finish my 'cuti-cuti sekolah' homework yet!i gonna DOOM!!!

All bout u

dear blog~

i don't know...but i feel i want to write something bout friends....
maybe it cuz i addict to this song..(just be friends-megurine luka)
i want to appriciate them..want to hug them..want to thank them..want to do everything with them

who really does know me like my classmate,childhood friends, and etc..THANK YOU for accept me and take care of me and patience with my behavior or my bad attitude
really thanks!

to my friends who read this or not,i really do want we always together forEVER
cuz u are the best friend i ever had in my life

because of u,i had appriciate my current life and continue my life..
x-specially
*suzi (always beside me)
*mira (always hear my problems)
*ira (always accept me as ur friend)
*ina (always make new joke)
*mizah (always shares info bout k-idol)
*akak sarah (always being the best sis)
*ajai (being my friend n makes me smile)
*hana (always tease me)
*chubby (always being a great poet)
*su (always being my love)
and other [sorry for not listing ur name here]

anyway,
let's make ur dreams come true
remember,i'll never forget u all

Just Be Friends [Eng subs]

Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends Just be friends...

It came to mind in the early morning yesterday
As if I gathered broken pieces of glass

What the heck is this? Drips from my cut finger
Is this what we really hoped for?

I knew it at the bottom of my heart, the hardest choice would be the best
My self-love refuses it and repeats self-contradiction
When can I tell it to you?

In the slowly decaying world, I'm struggling but it's the only way
Carving your faded smiles, I pulled out the plug

I screamed with my hoarse voice, rebound and resonance echo in vain
Nothing is left at the end of the unchained me
Coincidences that sticked us degenerates into the dark and are broken in pieces
"No matter what we do, life is just like that" I mumbled
Somebody's tears flow down the dried cheeks

All we gotta do　Just be friends
It's time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do　Just be friends
Just be friends Just be friends...

Yesterday a tranquil night made me realize
It'd be useless to pick up fallen petals

Because it'd never bloom again
It's tiny but already dead on my palms
Our time stopped long ago

I remember the season we met first and your grace smile
Bringing up old issues, we hurt each other as badly as possible
Our minds are full of thorns

With this continuous dull relationship
Grievously I can't change my mind
I still love you, I don't wanna be apart from you, but I have to tell you

It's raining heavily in my mind, I'm stunned, I'm standing dead, my vision is blurry
Despite my determination, the pain is still penetrating
The bond between us has come apart and is dying away in everyday
Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's over
We have to leave without turning back

Just once, just once, if I could have my wish to come true
I'd be born again and again and go see you on those days

I screamed with my hoarse voice, rebound and resonance echo in vain
Nothing is left at the end of the unchained me
The bond between us has come apart and is dying away in everyday
Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's over
We have to leave without turning back

It's all over

Just Be Friends Cosplay PV (Original)

Megurine Luka-Just Be Friends

Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends Just be friends...

Ukandanda kinou no asa hayaku ni
Wareta GURASU kakiatsumeru you na
Kore wa ittai nandarou kitta yubi kara shitataru shizuku
Bokura wa konna koto shitakatta no kana

Wakatteta yo kokoro no okusoko de wa
motto mo tsurai sentaku ga BESUTO
Sore wo kobamu jikoai to kekka jika douchaku no kurikaeshi
Bokura wa itsu ni nareba ieru no kana

Yuruyaka ni kuchite yuku kono sekai de
akaku boku no yuitsu no katsuro
Iroaseta kimi no hohoemi kizande
sen wo nuita

Koe wo karashite sakenda hankyou zankyou munashiku hibiku
Hazusareta kusari no sono saki wa nani hitotsu nokotte ya shinai kedo
Futari wo kasaneteta guuzen anten dansen hakanaku chichi ni
Shosen konna mono sa tsubuyaita kareta hoho ni tsutau dareka no namida

All we gotta do
Just be friends It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends Just be friends Just be friends...

Kizuitanda kinou no naida yoru ni
Ochita kaben hiroiageta toshite
Mata sakimodoru koto wa nai sou tenohira no ue no chiisa na shi
Bokura no jikan wa tomatta mama

Omoidasu yo hajimete atta kisetsu wo
kimi no yasashiku hohoemu kao wo
Ima wo kako ni oshiyatte futari kizutsuku kagiri kizutsuita
Bokura no kokoro wa toge darake da

Omokurushiku tsuzuku kono kankei de kanashii hodo kawaranai kokoro
Aishiteru no ni hanaregatai no ni boku ga iwanakya

Kokoro ni doshaburi no ame ga bouzen shouzen shikai mo kemuru
Kakugo shiteta hazu no sono itami sore demo tsuranukareru kono karada
Futari wo tsunaideta kizuna hokorobi hodoke nichijou ni kieteku
Sayonara aishita hito koko made da mou furimukanai de arukidasunda

Ichido dake ichido dake negai ga kanau naraba
Nando de mo umarekawatte ano hi no kimi ni ai ni yuku yo

Koe wo karashite sakenda hankyou zankyou munashiku hibiku
Hazusareta kusari no sono saki wa nani hitotsu nokotte ya shinai kedo
Futari wo tsunaideta kizuna hokorobi hodoke nichijou ni kieteku
Sayonara aishita hito koko made da mou furimukainai de arukidasunda

Kore de oshimai sa

Bored

dear blog~

now,i really don't know what to do during this school holiday in such a hot day!
ARGH!!!!
somebody get me out from here!
actually i really want to shopping or wasting my money (>W<) i still didn't buy any boy's clothes.i only had the shoes..hmmm....i really need to find the clothes with hood behind it. ina,mizah,on9 now n chat with me!!i'm super boring now!!!!

TinierMe Fashion show

dear blog~
today,i wanna show u my Selfy in TinierMe
i often change my clothes,so this is it:
boy:

girl:

as the result,i think i'm better in boys
hahaha

Friends

dear blog~

today i think i wanna change my current topics.it's about my friends




first of all:
NUR SUZILIANA BTE SAIDIN aka suzi
*same school since i'm 9 years old but we didn't know each other
*form 1 sat beside her n became friends
*form 2 still sat beside her and became a bit boyish
*form 3 separated classes cuz she was more smarter than me but still contacting each other
characteristic
*very boyish(i learned from her how to bully boys)
*her BF character was opposite hers thats why i called them as a unic couple
*brilliant
*fashionable






second:
NUR AMIRAH LAILA BTE AB RAZAK aka mira
*same school since.....idk
*knew her when i borrowed her Le gardenie comic(12 years old)
*form 1 knew her as a 'gedik' girl(but i totally wrong!sorry mira)
*form 2 sat near me
*form 3 sat beside me n always help me when i need her(thx mira)
characteristic
*a very gentle person
*always make moe voice
*know how to read atmosphere









third:
SITI AFIQAH ZAHIRAH BTE JUMHARI aka ira
*same school since......idk
*knew her when i we 'lepak' together
*form 1 idk her
*form 2 sat behind mira
*form 3 sat next to me
characteristic
*cheerful
*always know how to cheer me
*always sharing our comic






fourth:
MOHD SHAH RIZAL BIN ROSLI aka ajai
*same school since....idk
*classmate(11 years old)
*form 1 idk him
*form 2 same classroom,sat in front of me
*form 3 sat far a away from me
characteristic
*talkactive
*jerk
*always make annoying jokes
*my rival(in BI)
*many girl loves him,but he too slow to know that
*my punching bag






fifth:
NUR HANNAH SYAHIRAH BTE SHAHRIL ANWAR aka hana
*same school since i'm 9 years old(i met her in bus)
*form 1 different classroom
*form 2 she transfer to another state
*form 3 same
characteristic
*cheerful
*talkactive
*always fight with me
*good listener
*fussy girl











sixth:
FARINA AISYAH aka ina & HAMIZAH aka mizah
*same school since......idk
*form 1 different classroom
*form 2 sat near them
*form 3 sat in front of me
characteristic
*very talkactive
*after being scolded with the teachers,they r still talking bout something like k-pop,SS501.....
*k-pop holic(Geh~)
*cheerful
*everytime i have chat with them,i'll laugh

I am Addict to....

dear blog~

Oh ya..to release my "stress" out,i look this artwork!she was so amazing to did such a cool artwork.Her name was keoku


although it's only a 'kolaj' but she make it perfectly~
i think i should 'kasi tabik spring'

i had showed this artwork to my mom and guess what had she said?
she want me to do to!she said that i should change my style cuz my brother's n my artwork looked alike.so she wanted me to do something different and new than my brother~such troublesome..

but i kinda like my mom's idea.i think i should try it someday..i hope my mom can give me her support.

this is another artwork by KEOKU
*i took this artwork after a few minutes she upload it
>~<





u can take a peek in her deviantart:
http://keoku.deviantart.com/

or u can look my artwork in:
http://kino2kurowashi.deviantart.com/

LOVE YA~

dear blog~

actually i want to show u my crush!once i look this pics,i can't take my eyes from him!OMG~i make this pics as my phone wallpaper ~LOVE YA!he was...jeng je jeng~
he was soo..sooo....so..soo....umm..what was it?umm...whateva'lah'
my nii-chan told me that 'he' was a 'girl'..eh??but after i look the other picture..i belief!'he' was a boy!
actually,i really don't know if 'he' was a girl or boy so...let them be
okay,about this person...he cosplaying a character from Katekyo Hitman Reborn.it is Gokuderan.he loves fighting(kakoiiiiiiii!!!)



anyways,i gonna find the other pics of him..hope i can find it but where???hmm....*searching...searching...searching...

grand introducing

dear blog~

it's the first time i write in such like a diary but not a diary...so i don't really know what should i write here.....hmm..so i guess i should write something about myself 1st...so please read~

I am..
*gonna be 15 soon(this june)
*love murasaki(purple),aoi(blue),kuroi(black) and shiro(white)
*an innocent highschooler
*an otaku
*a super talkactive child
*love drawing and still need 'sempai's
*currently learn French n Japan's language
*love j-drama and some k- fighting drama
*addicted to SUPERCELL's song
*respect
-Takehito harada
-CLAMP
-akira toyama
-fujiyama ayu
-my own niichan
*not so up-to-dated
*love TOUYA HIBIKI n KOUSAKA YUN's cosplay
*not a gamers but still know how to handle a PSP n PS2
*need 3 hours to draw,5 hours to read manga 2 hours to online,10 hours to sleep,2 hours to eat and 2 hours more to study to become a normal human
*i'm called E*** at school,but i like my friend to called me Xenos so i looked cool huh?
*i'm a new user,so don't call me noob or something like nerd...
*there r 3 type of me while i'm
-ONLINE while opened eyes
-ONLINE while half eyes opened
-OFFLINE while eyes closed

4 ur information,i'm kinda annyoing at school so..please don't HATE me..x-specially my friends..such as
-suzi,mira,mizah,ina,ira,syafiqah and others(i'm too lazy to list their names here)
TAT